Getting ready for an extra busy week. I'm hoping this will drag me out of my doldrums. Tonight I'm playing bass with a new band for the first time. It's kind of a "let's see how it goes" situation.

I decided one of the things making me so down and sluggish was not playing music enough. I have huge fear of commitment and of letting people down. Hopefully this goes smoothly and I won't find myself making stupid excuses to miss band practice.